i hope i can play as well as i do last tyme.

im in a bad mood today.


went for trng, didn meet DOREEN, gen and kelly.
but quite lucky that i didn go cos, later i kna influence and spend $$$ on ARCADE !xDD
shoot a few balls and coach wna talk to me.

he asked whether i have any xin1 shi4.
i kept saying no. no no .so i lied to myself.
but so what if i have xin1 shi4 ?does it really affect me on court ?
but whatever it is, i think im just not use to myself playing too little. =( sorry.


i really do have alot alot of xin1 shi4.
BUT i dun even wna have ONE. so how ?dam it luh.
i hope all this wun affect studies and bball.
thats good enough alrdy. yepp
i hope i can play well, and more !


i forgot to bring my maths tb home. wad the..
nbm, i go back hostel to take it tmrw.. hopefully its somewhere there.
i think im fucked up once again. SCREWED.
hope that i can pass my maths common test with flying colours,
and at least show my parents that i can actually do it.
cos they thinks that i dun study, when i really do !T_T


anw i dunno what to say alrdy.
ZHENG please come online... !hehehehheh.



i lied to myself. i know i still but i said i dun. =(
none of you knows how i feel.