afraid to lose you.

hmm.
went to airport to study with joshua today.
i guess lydia and zoe xiang wai wai alrdy.
its left with 14 days to EOY and i think is so little tyme to study, but joshua's says 2 weeks is plenty of tyme. oh wells.

saw yu shan at the sky train, then she twitched her eyebrow, thinking that we bf and gf go study together. -.-
" i last tyme suspect alrdy, everytyme see the both of you together, that tyme at night still stand at the corridoor talk. " yushan.
all this are misunderstandings. LOL. our concious are clear, both of us know that we are just friends or maybe brother and sisters. =))

completed the maths ws. after that mei you xin qing to do any other things, so we just chat and slacked. after "studying" took mrt back to tampines, joshua left at tanah merah.


i wna chioong maple after exams, but still dunno whether to chioong aquila or cass.
haii, some call me play cass, some call me to play aquila. LOL. i very luan.
nbm, i still have till after exams to decide, now only studies. arghh.

im so afraid of leaving this school. maybe if i cant leave the hostel, i may want to transfer too. though i cant bear to, but there are consequences to face. haii.
i calculated, i think if i dun score 70 % for my average i think i'll get below 60 % for my overall this whole year. arhh !teach me how to get 70 % please !=(( T_T

IM DYING !!='(

i shall go mug now ?GEOG here i come !-.-

1. Go out with the bballers and shop for things.
2. Go out with lydia and shop.
3. Go cycling ; enjoy the breeze
4. train stamina ; jog and look at scenery
5. Go gym work out thrice a week
6. train my personall bball skill
7. train with the team bball, to get our muo qi
8. Go escape theme park/www
9. watch lots and lots of movies ; everytime with a popcorn myself
10. chioong maple everyday
11. invite pple to my house then i cook for them xD
12. bake cake and cookies
13. Go arcade
14. Go rollerblading ; enjoy the breeze