so today was a total waste of my tyme to have gone to school. played captains ball. got caught by ccp for shoelace first, then next for coloured one. whatever, i cant be bothered.
after that played bball. another total waste of my tyme. netballers had to take up the whole bball court, as a result we couldn use the indoor stadium, kel was unhappy bout it. but i liked the part at the outdoor court where i went crazy. im so happy just now. i wish i can feel that way now. i hate going to school myself, but i dun wna disturb daddy. he has to rest. the class photo was freaking horrible.
no zoe today !i felt somebody so important wasnt there. so i looked, it was ZOE who was missing. she's sick, hope she is ok now. and can go school and trng tmrw. she was so important that i didnt want to play full court match without her presence. i couldnt play properly without her. anw zoe i hope the conflict will be over soon yea.
this few days all fucking shit. i felt as though i was slapped right on the face today, the pain stings and eventually reached yr heart. fucking pain. fucking pissed by things that are going around me. i sure cant act as though i did not see anything right. those fucking things you did, made me lose much confidence with myself. i seriously dont know how to describe my fucking feeling over that fucking attitude of yours. fucked up.
when im down, you didnt know or maybe you didnt give a fuck. but all i know is, whenever im down, when i needed you, you just arent there, but its always him who came. he always tries his best to help me with my problems.
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