its fated.

a little sunshine, a sea of gladness, to wash away all the tears of sadness.

had trng at 11 today.
and i think coach is picking on zoe and me, im not sure whether he wants to use reverse physcology on the both of us, but i can assure that im not enjoying any moment of it. small mistakes we do, he keeps talking bout it, but when the others makes the same mistakes, he seems to dont want to scold them, but teaches them soooooo nicely. i know he does that to me, but not everytyme. i need to learn too, you understand ?he kept saying that he wants to replace me with somebody, and im FINE with it. if you dont appreciate me in ahs, i tell you what, dunman wants me to go there, and im sure they would appreciate me better. stop saying those things, for i dont think its doing any help. seriously.

and my right leg now seems so useless. its not the knee only, its the whole leg. even when walking i could feel the pain. i hope can recover fully before taipei trip, then i would be able to play like before. my leg is crap. fcuk shit.

and im still having moodswing. my moods changes faster than anything. i can like happy happy happy then shoom go down. and i keeps quiet. im sorry to those who were affected by my mood this few days.
just i dont know why, but my feelings for you is still there.