Friday, March 23, 2007

have u heard of somebody pissed with herself and feel her existence was overlooked. then she feels like running to an open area and shout to the innocent grasses, flowers and trees "AHHH! "
she feels very sorry to step on those very pretty grasses, lil insects and not forgetting the soil.
u know how dumb it feels when u run to and fro the court getting yrself so tired and when u has this opportunity to strike NO ONE sees u and u called for whoever, she so happens to pass to someone else. it feels like u try so hard to pass that shit out from yr tiny asshole, but u just cant do it. it feels really horrible.
and worst when somebody gives u an opportunity to strike, she throws her chances as though nobody cared, then she starts to blame herself and doubt her skills and intelligence. Also she feels really sorry to make the others run to and fro the court meaninglessly and just hope that someone out there will assist her and coach her patiently. just at least give her an idea of what to do bcos she is feeling so i dontknow what to do.

i just want to say that im really very dissapointed in coach this tyme round.
is like he told me not to give up, but i guess he is the one who started all these.
where was u when i needed u most ?sleeping, having yr lunch or the dumbest excuse, i sat down in the car to think of ways to help the team.
please give me a break alright.

of cos we must learn to forgive and forget, so i guess i will.
afterall u're still our coach.
i'll respect u, so please respect the team.
and if u are going to coach Bdiv again. i tell u this neither of them likes u there.
and if u are here, many of us will be happy. cos u are coaching us not them, u understand this simple logic ?thanks alot if u do.

anyway today we ran 20 rounds around the court and female coach timed us.
and i lost to chiong arh, kelly. haha by 4s.
kelly's : 8.47 mins
mine: 8.51 mins.
haha quite close but i still lost, even if its for 0.0000001s.
thanks kelly cos u're going to be my tui1 dong4 li4. =)

i can no longer fly because ive hurt my wings. i lost that power.

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