现在所能带的，就只剩希望了。

yesterday, i left trng at 4.
went home to bath and we went to have korean bbq dinner. Not nice at all, but it cost a bomb.
round down to 200 bucks. But the way they served reminded me of, gong and da chang jin.

update on today's trng.
i almost wanted to burst into tears, the pain almost drove me nuts.
ever single movement, it stinked and pricked, so sharp, But i carried on with it, i stand up.
when my lovely teammates asked, i said i was fine. when it was so pain, really.
daddy and mummy said i should give it a rest.
i know its tyme i should rest and allow it to recover, But why is it at this tyme ?such a wrong timing. things are so weird, so confusing, that i dontknow whats right nor wrong.
no matter what, i'll still have to carry on. nothing shall stop me. Maybe i'd regret someday.
But definitely not for the tyme being, ive to persevere.
Say no to giving up.
所谓放弃你最爱的篮球， 也就等于放弃了自己。 不要放弃， 否则对不起自己。

*doreen has to takecare of her back too.

These days had been quite stressful, so i took up some recipes to calm myself down.
u know i love baking and letting others enjoy the things i made.
and when they say "mmmmm, nice !" i'd be so glad and happy. haha, maybe thats sense of satisfication ?
i'll be baking cookies, tarts and shortbread tomorrow. But the shortbread i made just now was too bitter. cocoa powder's fault !hah.
hope all turns out fine yeah. Mummy is gna scold me for wasting electricity.
to her its wasting, but to me its a leisure and interest.


Its bad to say this, But i wna be a taitai.
enormous bitch said that im a huang lian po. *enormous bitch is sister, cos she said i was mini bitch
i want my husband to go work, while i can send our children to school and bake cookies, cakes.. and cook sumptous dinner for my children and husband whom came back from work.
then i'd give him massage and i pat on his back.
days when im bored, i can go high tea, spa, facial, SHOPPING, maybe i could coach my children basketball. But i'll make sure they are 文武双全 and i'll strongly disapprove tuition as Chua Ting Yi will tutor them. so that will push me to study hard !LOL
*One of my wish is to travel around the beautiful world.
haha, im thinking too far !
talking about the future, i sure want to have a bright and successful one.
so i shall work and mug hard now.


虽然跌了四脚朝 天，但还是依然坚强的站起来
这就是我所希望与期望我们所要有的意志力。