Happiness hovering in memories

Match wasn't exactly good today, i practically didnt have enough energy to play the whole game.
Now i just wonder, did i not train hard enough?
i thought i was exceedingly involved in ball, yet my performance aint proving me right. DAM

at the same time, life isn't exactly good for me recently.
maybe cos you really made a significant part of me since the day i probably fell for you.
since one week ago, i think my cellphone died.
my inbox no longer filled with yr text, call log running low of yr name..
i've no idea who im trying to prove to, putting up a strong front yet it didnt came from inside me.
sometimes i wish i can speak my mind as and when i like.

AND THE GODDAM NOISY BARKINGS FROM THE DOG ISNT HELPING ME CALM MY NERVES.

even though yr care and concern really really means alot to me,
but i promise if you dont even want to give a dam about me anymore. then i shall not be bothered.

fucking emo right now.