挑战自己有点累，但是我一定趁到最后

Yeah just got back from some really tiring trainings..
i just hope i made the right choice to hang on there and proceed further.
sometimes i feel that i lack some motivation and encouragement from friends, i keep pushing myself hard.. but sometimes i cant take it and i just tear.
i wonder if im really stressing myself too much. and sometimes u're not there for me..

Holidays are coming, sounds like a pretty great thing eh!
had some plans to go out alrdy, with 24/7 and yeah him (: even though im pretty uncertain bout when, since we both are super duper busy to the max!
movies and tanning is all im thinking of doing during this hols.
and yeah, hope i can have one relax day at home too (:

and those lame people out there, some words for you,
Learn to grow up, and keep childish words to yourself..
cos im alrdy 16 and rubbish really irritates me.