School has officially started last week, and we all formed groups already. As far as I'm concern, I'm really happy and comfortable with my new group mates. I really hope we work together as one throughout the whole of year3. I've a really strong and good feeling towards this, so here I(we) come. It's like, I feel God with me :)
this is us!
Oh did I mention that I tried some KPOP dance class? It's totally epicness, I can't dance for nuts. HAHA, I was like slower by a few beats. But they said I was pretty good for a beginner *stares and give them a blank face*
Just today, I spoke to Paul about me quitting the Basketball Team. He managed to knock some really useful advices into me, even though most of which I already heard of. But still, I know he really wants and thinks that I should stay. "At the end of the day, when we take a picture with coach and the gold medal, I really hope to see you in the picture." My heart broke, because I've lost that desire to want this, and I felt nothing towards it. I told him, "I wish I could explain how sad was it like to be on the court, playing something you use to love that much, and at the end of the game, you came out helplessly tearing and feeling all upset about it."
I know this year the team stands a really good chance in winning the Gold medal. And as much as I want to stay, I can't and a part of me really really wish to leave. I had been playing since I was a child, Basketball has seen me grew and definitely brought me through a lot of ups and downs, and through these years I really met a lot of nice people, a few of the bestest people I've met throughout this 19years of life. (Coach zhoulei, I really do miss you a lot, and I hope you're doing really well overseas, you're my most respectable coach) It's really not easy to finally come to a decision that I should leave. I still love Basketball, but I can't stay anymore because I've grown to realize what's most important for me now.
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