i fell too deep.

long tyme no post. was quite busy this few days.

ytd went "sun-tanning", PSI was bout 70+ in the morning, the sun was great at the east side, but sentosa was WIND and INDIANs. oh im quite racist when i go sun-tanning and i see a whole bunch of indians. they scares me, the way they talk their laughter was eeky yucky. the way they look at you was chee ko bek. on the beach the wind kept blowing onto my face, i felt headache, so we went inside to have ice-cream. there was this cute little dog, it can swim !! one word. CUTE
as i was bored i so i played with the sand. ahh, the sand was really really soft.

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on saturday, there wasnt trng !! so lydia and I was suppose to go pasir ris park for cycling, but she asked whether wna play bball before going there. i made a new friend pearlie there. haha she's funny, she also shares a same interest as me, we like to see beautiful houses. i love to see beautiful houses. darn nice ones. we went pasir ris park to play bball again. made some friends there again, we had two matches with them, of cos we won both la. xDD spider was fun too. but hand and leg pain. today i find it another total waste of my tyme to have gone to school. i mean the starting part of the day, where we just sat in the hot and stuffy "air-con" hall and watched a movie, dunno what its called. -.- they sure do feel hot with so many pple seating around you, you know whats air-con instead of FAN ?!but afet that was quite ok. played bball. then project run away. chi min was our model, he's so nice. haha his hot ?and he's shy. xD he'll be a gd bf next tyme. =X LOL. jasper was really really cute man. the way he dressed was really so retro. but the judge is cock. dunno how to differenciate between good and bad la. she's got ap.

after school played bball then went tm and cs. had prata at cs, thn shop shop and come home. i think lydia play bball again.

its so many days since the cold war started. i hope this doesnt continue. i tried talking to you, but you dont seem like you want to continue talking, so i stopped. you said youre feeling a littler stressed, what can i do to jelp ?i tried showing you my concern but you dont seem like you bothered. i want to do something to lessen your burden, i promise i'll be there when you need me. i think you still do care about me, not as a normal friend. but maybe im wrong, maybe you cant even be bothered. i hope i still place a part in your hear, for i dont want to loase a love one before i lose another. but if you dun like me anymore i think you should tell me. and dun keep quiet.