i know i still do.

didnt go school today. i vomited the fourth tyme just. supposingly im not suppose to feel ill. but i just felt ill. T_T
woke up late and made cookies. yumyum it takes great. xD
i was bored staying at home so i msged dear and ask her out. haha amanda. paiseh. ^^
i had fun with her today. thank you. saturday too kk ?

went cs to have lunch with lydia, then walk walk, went tm. shop shop.
after that went whitesands. bought somethings then headed home. walked pass the bball court, then some guys stared, one turned 180 degrees. i gave them an ap look they turned back and continued their game. whu lala, my stares are scary ?xDD

i hope the haze will go off soon. ytd was good the lowest i think was 55. but today morning went up to 96. T_T nbm i just hope that sunday the haze will shoo for the tyme being, then the sun is good, and i'll be able to go sentosa for a perfect tan. i really need to tone up my skin. look at my thighs, its real fair. having two different colours on yr body really suck. and im looking forward to sun-tanning.

now that we walked into this path, i dunno whether to still carry on. even if we were to end this here, i dun think i would be able to let go. you seems rather pressurized now and so i did not want to aggravate you any further. i hope you can confide in me, unless im not the one in your heart now. you said you'll share your worries and tell me everything, but i dun even know whats going on now. if its my fault this tyme im really very sorry, but i really dunno which part of the car went hay-wire. the car which was travelling along the road which i hope will never meet a dead end, stopped to have a break. i hope we together will be able to be the mechanic and fix the part which went wrong. you can break a car if you see an obstacle , but you cant stop there for too long, or it will cause a traffic jam. you must try to find a way to move that obstacle away before you can even carry on with your journey. but if you want to take a shorter tyme to be able to continue travelling, then you'll need help from someone whom you really trust, and is very willing to help you. surely two brains will be better than one. tell someone whom you can confide and trust in, im sure she will try her very best to help you with any problems you face. no matter what it is, i still feel the same for you, i still do, like before. as i said.