I thought my life was happy since i got to live it the way i want it to be. Yet im so wrong, looking at how some others feel worried for me really breaks my heart. I thought i was strong enough to withstand all these blows. I thought i could overcome everything all by myself. Yet again, im so so wrong..

Not being able to score well academically really sucks. I know i wont make any excuses for myself cos im not working for it.. I feel so stucked when im stronger physically than academically. When at the same time, i didn't work hard for physical status. Some things just include talent. When ya good, you're good. When ya not, you tell yourself "work harder".

Whenever i could finally feel the bond among us, it faded away soon after. Why is it always you got me so high yet allow me to freefall all over again. Is this what we're really made of?