Friday, August 08, 2008

Reassurance. Through you i know what a friend really was.

I promise to remember today 08/08/08 cos i will never leave up to another hundred years for another 08/08/08 to come by. Watched 'The Dark Knight' and 'Mummy (dontknow what)' today. We celebrated kelly's bday too. Yushi's house for billard and table tennis was (i like it so much). YAY =)

I asked myself if it was just you and me BUT i doubt that was the case.
Why is it that we have to look at things so negatively. We've went through so much and I believe this isn't anything to prove our friendship wrong. When i was with you, i know what was forever. Our conversations weren't just only craps but it was true feelings. Trust: "don't tell anyone" was something i never had to tell you, I felt so assured that my little secrets are kept so save with you. Tell me how can i ever forget us.

I dontknow how to talk to you and act as if nothing had happened when you didn't even want to look at me in the eye. I cant treat it like i saw nothing, cos i know i was the first to spot it, yet i was the last to figure how i can comfort you. Tell me what i can do to make it up to you, cos i dontknow what's happening between us.

Simple things like making a sandwhich for you early in the morning isn't as simple as: for you to fill up your tummy. But it was more than just that. Tell me how do i stop thinking of you when i want to share my happy and sad moments with you.

I know it won't really work if we continue talking over here, but then again i've got no balls. And when i finally decided that i should talk this over, i realised ya not in sg -.- Im so fucking clever ><>good.

I SWEAR I NEVER EVER LIED TO YOU. SWEAR SWEAR SWEAR.

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